#Selfnote - 7

On the matters of feelings: Who cares if it doesn't look "normal"? It seems to me that the ones that stray the most from convention, who let it be what it is, have the most depth. And who cares what it might look like from the outside, to others? Your bliss is your bliss; no one else needs to understand in order to make it more real.

yang pasti saya menikmati, apa yang tersisa dari sebuah rasa yang tertinggal.

#Selfnote - 6

Choose one of the most appropriate scenarios:

1. Expectation kills;
2. Thats why we're not supposed to expect.
3. Or Hope for this matters.

OR

1. Explanation is not really needed;
2. Because when people want to leave there won't be an explanation good enough to make them stay.
3. That's why we should never look back.

OR

1. What that doesn't kill you just make you stronger;
2. So what you have to do is just take a deep breath
3. And allow no one else to ever hurt you again.

#Selfnote - 5

Sometimes, what we want is not relevant.
What we have to do is just make peace.
And cherish everything that is here now.

#Selfnote - 4

There was a sentence that the Tarot lady said that's been bugging my mind from yesterday.

"You have to find yourself first, to know what you wanted to be, to be happy with yourself .. before you can find your true happiness"

Probably, I was seeing this whole problem of me from a different point of view.

I think I need to find my solitude, soon.

Ps: One thing I have to keep in mind probably is when people really care about you, they won't treat you like a shit. And I have to stop.. feeling like shit towards someone who doesn't even deserve my respect.

#Selfnote - 3

"The opposite of love is not hate, it is ignorance"

I think this is the most brilliant quote that I've ever read.
So instead of wasting my time trying to find a way to hate, I think I'll ignore.
And start living my life.

Today, for the very first time in years .. I slept upstairs 'till almost nine.
Without waking up.
And it feels allright.
It feels, liberating.

#Selfnote - 2

I will be fine - in time.
So will you.

#Selfnote - 1

The truth is, Everyone is gonna hurt us.
We just gotta find the ones worth suffering for.



*are you happy?